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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:59 am
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    “It’s like a mystifying charade,” murmured Bourne, again carefully arching his neck and staring
    at the ceiling“Figures in silhouette playing out disconnected, violent events behind white screens,
    nothing really making sense, everything’s whatever you want it to be
    “That’s a little much for me, ProfessorWhat’s your point?”
    “Terrorists aren’t born, Johnny, they’re made, schooled in a curriculum you won’t find in any
    academic catalogLeaving aside the reasons why they are what they are—which can range from a
    justifiable cause to the psychopathic megalomania of a Jackal—you keep the charades going
    because they’re playing out their ownJacques frowned in bewilderment
    “So you control your players, telling them what to act out but not why
    “That’s what we’re doing here and that’s what Henry’s doing out on the water all around
    Tranquility
    “Is he? Are we?”
    “Hell, yes
    “I thought I was too, but I was wrongI overestimated a big clever kid doing a simple, harmless
    job and underestimated a humble, frightened priest who took thirty pieces of silver
    “What are you talking about?”
    “Ishmael and Brother SamuelSamuel must have witnessed the torture of a child through the
    eyes of Torquemada
    “Turkey who?”
    “The point is we don’t really know the playersThe guards, for instance, the ones you brought to
    the chapel—”
    “I’m not a fool, David,” protested StJacques, interrupting“When you called for us to surround
    the place, I took a small liberty and chose two men, the only two I would choose, figuring a pair of
    Uzis made up for the absence of one man and the four points of the compassThey’re my head
    boys and former Royal Commandos; they’re in charge of all the security here and, like Henry, I
    trust them
    “Henry? He’s a good man, isn’t he?”
    “He’s a pain in the ass sometimes, but he’s the best in the islands
    “And the Crown governor?”
    “He’s just an ass
    “Does Henry know that?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    161
    “Sure, he doesHe didn’t get to be a brigadier on his looks, potbelly and allHe’s not only a
    good soldier, he’s a good administratorHe covers for a lot around
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:59 am
    @@@@@ Its big blue cartoon eyes seemed to be
    @@@@@
    Its big blue cartoon eyes seemed to be saying
    Oouuu, you nasty man! like Betty Boop in one of
    those old cartoons you can still see sometimes on
    the cable
    "What's your name, bitch? What's your name, you
    cunt? What's your name, you cheap rag-filled whore?
    Tell me your name! Tell me your name! Tell me your
    13
    name or I'll cut out your eyes and chop off your
    nose and rip out your-"
    My mind cross-connected then, a thing that still
    happens now, four years later, down here in the
    town of Tamazunchale, state of San Luis Potosí,
    country of Mexico, site of Edgar Freemantle's
    third lifeFor a moment I was in my pickup truck,
    clipboard rattling against my old steel
    lunchbucket in the passenger footwell (I doubt if
    I was the only working millionaire in America to
    carry a lunchbucket, but you probably could have
    counted us in the dozens), my PowerBook beside me
    on the seatAnd from the radio a woman's voice
    cried "It was RED!" with evangelical fervorOnly
    three words, but three was enoughIt was the song
    about the poor woman who turns out her pretty
    daughter as a prostituteIt was "Fancy," by Reba
    McEntire
    "Reba," I whispered, and hugged the doll against
    meI'll never
    forget again I did - the following week - but I
    didn't get angry that timeI held her against
    me like a little love, closed my eyes, and
    visualized the pickup truck that had been
    14
    demolished in the accidentI visualized my steel
    lunchbucket rattling against the steel clip on my
    clipboard, and the woman's voice came from the
    radio once more, exulting with that same
    evangelical fervor: "It was RED!"
    DrKamen called it a breakthrough
    My wife seemed a good deal less excited, and the
    kiss she put on my cheek was of the dutiful
    varietyI think it was two months later that she
    told me she wanted a divorce
    ii
    By then the pain had either lessened or my mind
    had made certain crucial adjustments when it came
    to dealing with itThe headaches still came, but
    less often and rarely with the same violence; it
    was no longer always midnight in the world's
    biggest clock-shop between my earsI was always
    more than ready for Vicodin at five and Oxycontin
    at eight - could hardly hobble on my bright red
    Canadian crutch until I'd swallowed those magic
    pills - but my rebuilt hip was starting to mend
    15
    Kathi Green the Rehab Queen came to Casa
    Freemantle in Mendota Heights on Mondays,
    Wednesdays, and FridaysI was allowed an extra
    Vicodin before our sessions, and still my screams
    filled the house by the time we finished upOur
    basement rec room had been converted into a
    therapy suite, complete with a handicap-accessible
    hot tubAfter two months of torture, I was able
    to make it down there on my own in the evenings to
    double up on my leg exercises and begin some
    abdominal workKathi said doing that stuff a
    couple of hours before bed would release
    endorphins and I'd sleep better
    It was during one of these evening workouts -
    Edgar in search of those elusive endorphins - when
    my wife of a quarter-century came downstairs and
    told me she wanted a divorce
    I stopped what I was doing - crunches - and looked
    at
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:00 am
    @@@@@ Ian tilted his head to one side, his
    @@@@@
    Ian tilted his head to one side, his expression speculative
    “Melanie Stryder?” he asked, addressing her
    We both started at the name“I'd like the chance to speak with Wanda privately, if you don't mindIs there any
    way that could be arranged?”
    Of all the nerve! You tell him I said no chance in hell! I donotlike this man
    “What did she say?”
    “She said no I tried to say the words as gently as they could be said“And that she doesn't…
    like youWell, it was worth a try“Kind of
    puts a damper on things, having an audience
    What things?Mel growledI didn't like feeling her angerIt was so much more vicious than mine
    Ian put his hand on my face“I'll let you think about things, okay? So you can decide how you
    feel
    I tried to be objective about that handIt was soft against my faceNot like when
    Jared touched meBut also different from the way it felt when Jamie hugged me
    “It might take a whileNone of this makes any sense, you know,” I told him
    I realized, when he smiled then, that I wanted him to like meThe rest–the hand on my face,
    the fingers on my arm–I still wasn't sure at all about thoseBut I wanted him to like me, and to
    think kind things about meWhich is why it was hard to tell him the trut
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:59 am
    @@@@@His hands were wavering, and he watched the
    @@@@@His hands were wavering, and he watched the flat eyes of the snake with absorption"Don' miss," Wilson whispered
    The sound of the shot bounded from wall to wall with the over-pouring clamor of an artillery pieceThe snake's head disappeared into a mash of pulp, and its body quivered frenetically for many secondsThe men watched intently, awe-struck, their ears deafened by the noise of Red's gun"Let's get out of here," Gallagher cried
    They stumbled over one another in their sudden frenzy to get outAll of them had an acute panicWilson mopped his face and breathed deeply of the air outside the hole"Ah guess that's one box Ah'll never get," he said casuallyActually, he was feeling very tired, and his restlessness had spent itself temporarily"Ah guess we might as well get on back," he said
    The men descended the ridge and struck out along the road leading back to the bivouac areaThey passed a gutted tank which lay moldering off the road, its treads broken and rusted, looking like the skeleton of a lizard"Goddam snake like that soon," Martinez saidHe was looking at a corpse which lay almost naked on its backIt was an eloquent corpse, for there were no wounds on its body, and its hands were clenching the earth as if to ask for a last time the always futile questionThe naked shoulders were hunched together in anguish, and he could easily conceive the expression of pain that should have been on the corpse's mouthBut the corpse lay there without a head, and Red ached dully as he realized the impossibility of ever seeing that man's faceThere was only a bloody fragment at the terminus of the neckThe body seemed to lie in a casing of silence
    Abruptly Red realized he was sober and very wearyThe other men were already many yards ahead of him on the road, but he continued to look, drawn by some emotion he could not expressVery deep inside himself he was thinking that this was a man who had once wanted things, and the thought of his own death was always a little unbelievable to himThe man had had a childhood, a youth and a young manhood, and there had been dreams and memories
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:59 am
    @@@@@ Colleton's arm stiffenedButler, you sold
    @@@@@ Colleton's
    arm stiffenedButler, you sold me green lumber once, after you
    told me it was curedI don't do business twice with somebody that
    cheats me once
    "That must have been a mistake, MrI was green myself,
    just learning the lumber businessYou remember how it was those
    days
    The Yankees were breathing down our necks every waking minuteI
    was
    scared to death all the time Her eyes swam in unshed tears, and her
    very lightly rouged lips trembledShe was a small forlorn figureKennedy, was killed when the Yankees broke up a
    Klan
    meeting Colleton's direct, knowing gaze was disconcertingHis eyes
    were on a level with hers, and they were as hard as marbleScarlett
    took her hand off his sleeveWhat was she going to do? She couldn't
    fail, not in thisHe had to take the job"I made a deathbed promise
    to my dearest friend, Mrll Her tears were unplanned nowWilkes asked me to help, and now I'm asking you The whole
    story tumbled out-how Melanie had always sheltered AshleyAshley's
    ineptness as a businessman his attempt to bury himself with his
    wife
    the stacks of unsold lumber the need for secrecy Colleton
    held up his hand to stop h
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    Bourne changed into the French denim trousers, slipped on a dark short-sleeved shirt and the
    cotton safari jacket, put his money, his weapon and all his IDs—authentic and false—into his
    pockets and left the Pont-RoyalBefore doing so, however, he stuffed the bed with pillows, and
    hung his traveling clothes in clear view over the chairHe walked casually past the ornate front
    desk, and once ladies gucci watches outside on Montalembert ran to the nearest telephone kioskHe inserted a coin and
    dialed Bernardine’s home
    “It’s Simon,” he said
    “I thought so,” replied the FrenchmanI’ve just heard from Alex and told him
    not to tell me where you were; one cannot reveal what one does not knowStill, if I were you, I’d
    go to another place, at least for the nightYou may have been spotted at the airport
    “What about replica cartier you?”
    “I intend to be a canard
    “A duck?”
    “The sitting varietyThe Deuxième has my flat under watchPerhaps I’ll have a visitor; it would
    be convenient, n’est-ce pas?”
    “You didn’t tell your office about—”
    “About you?” interrupted Bernardine“How could I, monsieur, when I don’t know you? My
    protective Bureau believes I had a threatening call from an old adversary known to be a
    psychopathActually I chanel white watch removed him in the Maritimes years ago but I never closed the file—”
    “Should you be telling me this on your telephone?”
    “I thought I mentioned that it was a unique instrument
    “Suffice it to say it cannot be tapped and still functionYou need rest, monsieurYou are no
    good to anyone, least of all yourself, without itFind a bed, I cannot help you there
    “ ‘Rest is a weapon,’ ” said Jason, repeating cheap chanel purses a phrase he had come to believe was a vital truth,
    vital for survival in a world he loathed
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “NothingI’ll find a bed and call you in the morningBonne chance, mon ami
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    He found a room at the Avenir, an inexpensive hotel on the rue Gay-LussacRegistering under a
    false name, promptly forgotten, he climbed the stairs to his room, removed his clothes, and fell into
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    considering the fact that you and my father never
    really saw eye to eye
    Considering the fact that we had once almost come
    to blows after my father-in-law had referred to
    the Democrats as "the Commiecrats," I thought that
    was putting it mildlyI said, "If you're thinking
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    be helping financially, and I hope your folks will
    understand that I had something to do with that-"
    "I hardly think this is the time to drag your
    goddam checkbook into the discussion!"
    And the anger was back, just like thatJack,
    almost out of his stinking little boxI wanted to
    say Why don't you go fuck yourself, you loudmouth
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    "Eddie?" She sounded truculent, more than ready to
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    "I'm not dragging my checkbook into anything," I
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    out all right"I'm just saying
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    likely to speed his recovery For a moment the
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    stop the words, but by then I was sweating"What will
    you do for Christmas, Eddie?"
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    Paint the sunset, I thought
    "I believe that if I'm a good boy, I may be
    invited to Christmas dinner with Jack Cantori and
    his family," I said, believing no such thing
    "Jack's the young fellow who works for meAre you still
    forgetting things?"
    "I don't know, I can't remember," I said
    "Laughter's the best chanel bag price medicineI read it in
    Reader's Digest
    "What about your arm? Are you still having phantom
    sensations?"
    "Nope," I lied, "that's pretty well stoppedThen: "Eddie?"
    "Still here," I saidAnd with dark red half-moons
    in the palms of my hands, from clenching my fists
    There was a long pauseThe phone lines no longer
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    I was getting sick againHis words were bringing it back
    “Let me go,” I whispered
    “I didn't mean to silver chanel wake you The last words were fervent, apologizing for more than
    waking meI'll take you to your room
    “Wanda –”
    “Now!” I shoutedI shoved against Ian's chest, kicking my legs free at the same timeThe
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    floor
    I sprang up from the crouch running
    “Wanda!”
    “Let her go
    “Don't touch me! Wanda, come back!”
    It sounded like they were wrestling behind me, but I didn't slowOf course they were fightingViolence was rolex prices pleasure to them
    I didn't pause when I was back in the lightI sprinted through the big cavern without looking at
    any of the monsters thereI could feel their eyes on me, and I didn't care
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    He shouldn't have come along, Hearn decidedYet the headquarters bivouac would have been deadly this morning with most of the officers goneThe General would want to talk to him, and it was important to stay away from the General nowBesides, he had to admit it was pleasant hereIt had been a long time since he had felt the prada milano sun's heat relaxing his body, absorbing and melting his tensions
    "The natural role of twentieth-century man is anxiety," the General had said
    Then twentieth-century man was also a sunbatherHearn kneaded a stiffened cake of sand into powder between his fingers
    "Oh, I have to tell you this," Dove was saying now"We had a party once at Fischler's place in the Wardman Park Hotel, Lieutenant Commander Fischler, an old sidekick of my brother's at Cornell, hell rolex submariner replica of a swell fellow and knew a lot of VIPs, that's how he got the room in the Wardman Park, but he gave this party, and in the middle of it he started wandering around pouring a couple of drops of liquor in everybody's hairGood for dandruff, he kept saying Dove giggled remembering it"Yeah?"
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    Conn fingered the red bulb of his nose, and said in his husky assured voice, "That's right, many's the good time I've had in WashingtonBrigadier General Caldwell and Major General Simmons -- do you know them? -- old friends of mineAnd there was that Navy feller, Rear Admiral Tannache, got to be good friends with him tooDamn fine man, he was a good kelly hermes bag offi
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    There was something so unfriendly about the darkThe cavernous
    station in Charleston was poorly litScarlett craned her neck,
    searching for her aunts or for a coachman who might be their servant,
    looking for herWhat she saw instead were a half dozen more soldiers
    in blue uniform, carrying guns slung over their shoulders"Miss
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    The young maid's voice was quaveringHer fear forced Scarlett to
    appear brave"Just act like they're not here at all, PansyThey
    can't hurt you, the War's been over for practically ten years She gestured to the porter who was pushing the cart with her
    luggage"Where would I find the carriage that's meeting me?" Tiffany Earrings she
    asked haughtilyHe led the way outside, but the only vehicle there
    was a ramshackle buggy with a swaybacked horse and a dishevelled
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    their father, she knewSuppose her telegram was just sitting on the
    front stoop of a dark, empty house? She drew in a gucci for women long breath
    She didn't care what the story was, she had to get away from the
    station and the Yankee soldiersI'll break a window to get into the
    house if I have toWhy shouldn't I? I'll just pay to get it fixed
    the same way I paid to fix the roof for them and everything else
    She'd been sending her aunts money to live on ever since they lost all
    of balenciaga motorcycle theirs during the War"Put my things in that hack," she ordered
    the porter, "and tell the driver to get down and help youI'm going
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:00 am
    @@@@@They stopped m an alleyway and held each
    @@@@@They stopped m an alleyway and held each other
    “Why did you do it?” asked Marie, cupping his face“Why did you run away from us?”
    “Because I’m better without you, you know that
    “You weren’t before, David—or should I say Jason?”
    “Names don’t matter, we have to move!”
    “Where to?”
    “I’m not sureBut we can move, that’s the important thingBernardine gave
    it to us
    “He was the old Frenchman?”
    “Let’s not talk about him, okay? At least not for a while
    “All right, we won’t talk about himStill, he mentioned Les Capucines—what did he mean?”
    “It’s our way outThere’s a car waiting for me in the boulevard des CapucinesThat’s what he
    was telling meLet’s go!”
    They raced south out of Paris in the nondescript Peugeot, taking the Barbizon highway to
    Vilieneuve-StMarie sat close to her husband, their bodies touching, her hand clutching
    his armShe was, however, sickeningly aware that the warmth she intended was not returned in
    equal measureOnly a part of the intense man behind the wheel was her David; the rest of him was
    Jason Bourne and he was now in command
    “For God’s sake, talk to me!” she criedWhy did you come to Paris?”
    “Good Christ!” exploded Marie“To find you, to help you!”
    “I’m sure you thought it was right
    “That voice again,” protested Marie“That goddamned disembodied tone of voice! Who the hell
    do you think you are to make that judgment? God? To put it bluntly—no, not bluntly, but
    brutally—there are things you have trouble remembering, my darling
    “Not about Paris,” objected Jason“I remember everything about Paris
    “Your friend Bernardine didn’t think so! He told me you never would have chosen the Meurice
    if you did
    “What?” Bourne briefly, harshly glanced at his wifeWhy did you choose—and you did choose—the Meurice?”
    “I don’t know
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:59 am
    @@@@@ 483 I told her there was a possibility
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    I told her there was a possibility that I might be
    showing my work at a gallery in Sarasota, and she
    shrieked so loudly I had to hold the phone away
    from my ear
    "Daddy, that's wonderful! When? Can I come?"
    "Sure, if you want to," I said"I'm going to
    invite everybody This was a decision I hadn't
    entirely made until I heard myself telling her
    "We're thinking mid-April
    "Shit! That's when I was planning to catch up with
    The Hummingbirds tourThen:
    "I can work them both inA little tour of my
    own
    "You think?"
    "Yes, of courseYou just give me the date and I
    am there
    Tears pricked the backs of my eyelidsI don't
    know what it's like to have sons, but I'm sure it
    can't be as rewarding - as plain nice - as having
    daughters"I appreciate that, hon
    is there any possibility your sister might come?"
    "You know what, I think she will," Ilse said,
    "She'll be crazy to see what you're doing that's
    484
    got people in the know so excitedWill you get
    written up?"
    "My friend Wireman thinks soOne-armed artist,
    and all that
    "But you're just good, Daddy!"
    I thanked her, then moved on to Carson Jones
    Asked what she heard from him
    "He's fine," she said
    "Really?"
    "Sure - why?"
    "I don't knowI just thought I heard a little
    cloud in your voice
    She laughed ruefully"You know me too wellThe
    fact is, they're SRO everyplace they play now -
    word's getting aroundThe tour was supposed to
    end on May fifteenth because four of the singers
    have other commitments, but the booking agent
    found three new one
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:59 am
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    And as I stated earlier, the cynic is really a little chickenWe all get a little chicken when fear and doubt cloud our thoughts
    All of us have doubts "I'm not good enough "So '$ and so is better than me Or our doubts often paralyze us "What if the economy crashes right after I invest?" Or "What if I lose control and I can't pay the money back?" "What if things don't go as I planned?" Or we have friends or loved ones who will remind us of our shortcomings regardless of whether we ask
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    2:59 am
    @@@@@And once more the black-clad arm rises,
    @@@@@And once more the black-clad arm rises, strikes his palm
    The kids are laughing at him as he walks back to his seatThrough his tears of pain he manages a dubious grinNuttin' to it, he whispers, but his fingers are swelling, and he nurses his hand through the morning

    Pfeiffer, the gym teacher, is the guy you gotta watch out for most of allWhen they march in to eat, everybody has to be quiet for three minutes while prayers are saidPfeiffer snoops around behind the benches, watching you to see if you whisper
    Polack darts his eyes to either side; nobody seems aroundWhat da hell we eat tonight?
    Thrump! His head stings through the layers of concussion which revolve dizzily in his skull
    All right, Polack, when I say quiet I mean it
    He stares numbly at his plate waiting for the pain to subside; it's very hard to keep himself from rubbing his head
    Afterward: Jesus, dat guy Pfeiffer's got eyes in back of his head

    And there are anglesLefty Rizzo, the big kid, fourteen, runs the joint when Pfeiffer or one of the Sisters or Fathers ain't aroundYou gotta pal up wit' him, or you don't get anywhere
    What can I do for ya, Lefty? (Polack at the age of ten
    Lefty is talkin' to his lieutenants
    Aaah, what for? Wha'd I do to you?
    Beat it
    He walks through the dormitory, scanning the fifty beds, the half-opened lockers
    In one of them is an apple, four pennies, and a little crucifixHe cops the cross, saunters back to Lefty's bunk
    Hey, Lefty, I got somethin' for ya
    What the hell I want with that?
    Give it to Sister Catherine, a present
    Lefty considers thisWhere'd you get it?
    I hooked it from Callahan's bu
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    169
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